...to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free....

07 February, 2013

people, get ready....


                                                                                  unknown photographer


We are all hunkered down.
Estimates for snowfall in these parts:   24-30 inches.

We're brushing off the snowshoes 
and the cross country skis.
Making plans to use them on Sunday
before rain on Monday 
messes up the fun.

To everyone in the storm's path, stay warm and stay safe.

We'll see each other when the sun comes out on Saturday sometime.



21 January, 2013

today's inaugural poem


Richard Blanco wrote and read the poem at today's
second Inaugural for Barak Obama.
He is the first Latino, and the first 
openly gay man, 
to have been given such an honor.



He wrote in his biography 
for the Poetry Foundation website:
"Richard Blanco was made in Cuba,
assembled in Spain, and
imported to the United States--meaning
his mother, seven months' pregnant,
and the rest of the family
arrived as exiles from Cuba to Madrid,
where he was born..."--
and then when he was only weeks old,
they came to the United States.

Now Richard lives in Bethel, Maine.

His poem was beautiful.  It is as 
inclusive as his biography--
it is about all of us regardless of 
ethnicity, whom we love, what we do
for a living.

Here it is.  Enjoy!


"One Today"
One sun rose on us today, kindled over our shores,
peeking over the Smokies, greeting the faces
of the Great Lakes, spreading a simple truth
across the Great Plains, then charging across the Rockies.
One light, waking up rooftops, under each one, a story
told by our silent gestures moving behind windows.

My face, your face, millions of faces in morning’s mirrors,
each one yawning to life, crescendoing into our day:
pencil-yellow school buses, the rhythm of traffic lights,
fruit stands: apples, limes, and oranges arrayed like rainbows
begging our praise. Silver trucks heavy with oil or paper -- bricks or milk, teeming over highways alongside us,
on our way to clean tables, read ledgers, or save lives -- to teach geometry, or ring up groceries as my mother did
for twenty years, so I could write this poem.

All of us as vital as the one light we move through,
the same light on blackboards with lessons for the day:
equations to solve, history to question, or atoms imagined,
the “I have a dream” we keep dreaming,
or the impossible vocabulary of sorrow that won’t explain
the empty desks of twenty children marked absent
today, and forever. Many prayers, but one light
breathing color into stained glass windows,
life into the faces of bronze statues, warmth
onto the steps of our museums and park benches
as mothers watch children slide into the day.

One ground. Our ground, rooting us to every stalk
of corn, every head of wheat sown by sweat
and hands, hands gleaning coal or planting windmills
in deserts and hilltops that keep us warm, hands
digging trenches, routing pipes and cables, hands
as worn as my father’s cutting sugarcane
so my brother and I could have books and shoes.

The dust of farms and deserts, cities and plains
mingled by one wind -- our breath. Breathe. Hear it
through the day’s gorgeous din of honking cabs,
buses launching down avenues, the symphony
of footsteps, guitars, and screeching subways,
the unexpected song bird on your clothes line.

Hear: squeaky playground swings, trains whistling,
or whispers across cafe tables, Hear: the doors we open
for each other all day, saying: hello, shalom,
buon giorno, howdy, namaste, or buenos días
in the language my mother taught me -- in every language
spoken into one wind carrying our lives
without prejudice, as these words break from my lips.

One sky: since the Appalachians and Sierras claimed
their majesty, and the Mississippi and Colorado worked
their way to the sea. Thank the work of our hands:
weaving steel into bridges, finishing one more report
for the boss on time, stitching another wound
or uniform, the first brush stroke on a portrait,
or the last floor on the Freedom Tower
jutting into a sky that yields to our resilience.

One sky, toward which we sometimes lift our eyes
tired from work: some days guessing at the weather
of our lives, some days giving thanks for a love
that loves you back, sometimes praising a mother
who knew how to give, or forgiving a father
who couldn’t give what you wanted.

We head home: through the gloss of rain or weight
of snow, or the plum blush of dusk, but always -- home,
always under one sky, our sky. And always one moon
like a silent drum tapping on every rooftop
and every window, of one country -- all of us --
facing the stars
hope -- a new constellation
waiting for us to map it,
waiting for us to name it -- together.

17 January, 2013

a therapy session

Things around here have certainly not been boring.

My husband's health presents challenges every day.
The last couple of days have been
scary, discouraging, and quite sad.

It is time to dump the old routines and create all new ones.

Because of said challenges, it was almost impossible  
to finish anything I started yesterday. 
All day long.
(I hate when that happens.)

This morning I got up  with one goal in mind.

And I didn't do one other thing until I was done.

Isn't she beautiful?




Check out her curves.  
(Don't pay any attention to the lens flare.)



She accomplishes this look with no mascara, people.




I think she looks a little like Meryl Streep.

She is my mentor for today.



14 January, 2013

january thaw




The sun came out today.

It's been misty and grey and warm-ish for days.  
A week or two early for traditional January thaw,
but nothing has been normal in the weather department lately.

Being colder than the air,
the ice-covered river set up a low, dreamy fog bank.

Only second stories were visible on the far shore.


The weather had already herded the ice fishing shanties
into a snug clump at the water's edge
...just in case a quick move was necessary.

The light was spectacular.




Thought you'd want to see.



08 January, 2013

get fit!



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I am hoping I get to post this.

Hoping I am not messing with anyone's copyright.

This just plain will make you smile.

As Arlo Guthrie used to say in Alice's Restaurant--

"If one person does it, they'll think you're crazy..."

He goes on to say if lots of people take something up, 
they become a force to be reckoned with.

>>>><<<<

Imagine the ways the world would be better 
if we all did this kind of thing.

Everywhere you can think of.  Daily.

(...click...on...the...next...word...)



27 October, 2012

enough is enough


Seems to me...
 a lot of that warm moist air
is coming from numerous hysterical weather people.


Mother Nature is an awesome force.
It's good to be humbled by her once in awhile.

Nothing wrong with staying inside with a good book,
a fire in the fireplace,
some knitting and a battery powered radio.

I'm going to get some hand sewing done!

Stay safe, everyone.


24 October, 2012

the river in autumn



It sure has been pretty here.
Most mornings, I have celebrated the day
with a walk down to the river.



I've shown you this bridge before.
It was designed and built in 1892
by the Roebling Company--
experts in their time 
in designing and building suspension bridges.
(The Brooklyn Bridge was also designed and built by Roebling.)



Mill workers used it to cross the river by foot 
every day to go to work and back.  
It carries two abreast.
It has been recently restored 
and is enjoyed by many in the area
for its beauty, and for the way it moves with you
as you walk on it.



Downstream about a half mile,
there is another bridge that carries cars and trucks.
Restored mills are on both sides of the river.
Two of my docs have offices in those mills.
The view from the windows is grand.


Don't know if you can make it out,
but in the bluest part of the river above
there is a reflection of 
the black railroad bridge 
which also crosses the river nearby.

Every walk takes me from bridge, to bridge 
to bridge.


Today the water was like glass.
Behind that little rocky island,
I spent some time watching a cormorant
fill its tummy with little fish.



This is a wonderful place to reflect each day.
(Pardon the pun.)

*  ~~  *  ~~  * 

Just wanted to say hi, and thank you for
continuing to drop by and leave your
good spirits and kind thoughts.

I keep up with you all several times a week.
(I sneak in and sneak back out when you aren't looking.)

Sending love.




24 September, 2012

island girl


I've just returned from an awesome respite!


There is nothing like the right company to get your spirits back.

This is my granddaughter, who turned 2 in late June.
She came to visit Grammy on "Grammy's Favorite Island".

Grammy was there to rest.
...And on the second week, out came the Respite Reserves!

Three wonderful women--
my daughter, my granddaughter,
and a dear friend we've known
 since she was a college student in the area 
30 years ago.
(A second mother to my daughter, a surrogate sister to me,
and dearest Auntie Chelle to Ingrid.)

They each took such good care of my heart and soul.

We had no stroller, but we had good shoes.
No toys, but Mother Nature was all around us.
No electricity, but lots of books--
and a solar panel that lit a bulb or two in each of four rooms.
Beautiful sunsets, and myriad stars on the porch at night.
While the lighthouse light went round and round.



Every morning called us to go outside
to see the world.


When our feet got tired,
we sat down and sang songs or told stories.



We found cool stuff to look at in the woods,
and made little houses out of what we found, for the fairies.



We fed the ducks every day.  
Some would get right on your lap, if you let them.


There was  a shop down the road
that had different ducks to visit.


A little wardrobe adjustment was necessary
every day or so.


Some hikes took us out to the rocks
at the back side of the island.
It was so pretty there, you sometimes
felt like dancing.


The waves hit the rocks in exciting and beautiful ways.
Splash!!   Boom!!!  
"Here comes another one, Grammy!"


This little pond on the rocks tasted salty!
And it was cool refreshment for piggy toes.

Every night, we went out to the porch
to watch the sunset over the ocean.
(You can do that in New England if you are on an island!)
Ingrid would sit with us for 20 minutes or so,
just watching.

Then after bath, it was back to the porch to look at the stars. 
Snuggled into jammies and her fleece sleeping bag,
she could watch forever--quiet, rapt, amazed.
"So many stars, Mama!"

No wonder I am feeling so happy and refreshed.
Thank you, wonderful women!
I love you all so much.

Thank you, Monhegan Island,
...my heart's home.





25 August, 2012

Did it!


                                                      seasonal repose

After four years, I did it.
I submitted two photographs to a public exhibition.
First time ever.

Aside from this site, I have rarely shown anyone
 who wasn't a friend or a member of my family
any of my art work.

Quite new to the world of making art,
I have had to be persuaded to describe myself
using the term "artist".
I have admired the creations and photographs 
of others for a long, long time.
But, due to many disappointing experiences in elementary school art
about a million years ago,
I thought of myself as someone who was incapable
of such a thing.

At best, I could follow directions in a sewing, quilting or knitting pattern.
To me, following directions did not amount to art.

I got tired of all that somewhere in my late 50s.
People I knew and loved were venturing forth
into creativity with oils, pastels, paper, fiber, and photography.
They were having so much fun.
I could no longer resist.

Our town hosts a yearly benefit for the arts in our schools 
Artists in the community enter pieces in the show,
and people come for miles around to see what's "up".

It has come to be in the last several years that the exhibit
has outgrown its original single venue.
These days, it spills from the local library
to the church next door and back again.
This year, instead of three works,
submitters can only enter two, 
due to the growing number of entrants.

Not a juried exhibit, everyone's submission will be on the walls.
Each piece is in a 10"x10" format.
Each is framed in a plain black metal frame.
Each is offered for sale at the same price,
with half of that going to the arts program
and half to the artist.

I have no fancy notions of selling anything.
The accomplishment here is taking the leap.
Having to prepare a couple of photos ready to be framed,
and write an "artist's statement" and bio,
and open myself up to the risks 
of other people's judgment.

All childhood stuff.  All very real and powerful, nevertheless.
What I wouldn't have done to have had Christie from Fine Lines
for an art teacher.  What a difference it would have made
to my sense of self.

But I'm not done yet. 
Some things just need to be refused, overcome, laid to rest, 
you know?

If you are in the Midcoast Maine area the last week in Sept.
come on down to the Brunswick Library and
 St. Paul's Episcopal Church
to see the show.
It never disappoints! 


                                                                         puddle moon

20 August, 2012

Mandala meditation





Here's something I found

while enjoying some respite time today.

It comes from the website:

http://premaspace.com/index.php

...which they've asked me to mention as I share this




Find yourself five minutes for a mandala meditation,

grab a pen or pencil and some paper.

Don't worry about perfection.

Just be...


Find peace.  Create beauty. 

Enjoy.



05 August, 2012

pause


 A cool breeze is filtering into the room 
after a long stream of hot and humid days and nights.  
Summer windows flung wide open, 
soft rain gently patters on leaves, 
pavement, skylights, roof.  
It is almost dark at 8:05, 
and one of 'my' cardinals is chipping 
just outside the window near the porch feeder.  
This lovely creature visits several times a day.  
Here in the gentle rain, she says  goodnight.

Before I am ready, winter will be back. 
These sounds 
and these whispers of sweet fresh air 
will be a thing of memory. 
This is time to savor.  

Amidst myriad chores, 
obligations, and countless caregiving duties, 
here is our lovely, peaceful world 
inviting me to slow down and participate.  

Quiet, Mike.  Breathe.  

All the rest will be here tomorrow.  
But this here, this is NOW.   

This is what I need.


22 June, 2012

simple gifts


The pleasures of a summer evening...





It doesn't get any better than this!



28 May, 2012

a miracle in the woods



They float.

If you look on the ground, you are likely to miss them.
Look about ten inches above the ground,
and there they are.

Amidst the leaf litter and the pine needles,
in the dappled sunny spots
where new growth takes a chance,
they surprise and delight.

Lady slippers.




The best secret in the Maine woods.




29 April, 2012

some thoughts about being away



You've probably noticed.

I've been away from blog-land for a bit.
Sometimes I've dropped in for a comment or two.
Mostly I've visited, but made no noise.

I'm not sure I can fully explain it.
Except to say I've been trying not to make 
personal 'rules' about blogging, which has been something
that has given me joy.

And at the same time I've been a little
more reluctant to be online in any way.


My life is more complicated than many of you 
probably think.
My husband hasn't been well for several years.
He is declining in health in small steps,
but in significant ways.
I've been trying to figure out how best
to spend my quiet time in ways 
that really "feed" me without tiring me.

Much of my days find me doing "maintenance"
and "taking care":  fetching and finding
and ever "adapting to new levels of 'normal' ".

And then there were income taxes, and medical appointments,
and more resultant fatigue on my part than
I usually experience.

This winter, I found that when I'd finally have time
to get online it was rather late at night.
And although I am often quite tired at the end of the day,
I think "screen time" was jazzing me up a bit.

Falling asleep was beginning to be a challenge.


Anyone who has ever been a caregiver knows
that self-nurturing
and sleep are two essential ingredients to remaining sane.

I miss you guys, however.
I really do.
So, although I am not posting as much, I hope
you will understand,
and not forget me.

I'll be back.  I'm sure of it.

xo